I am one of those people that say I am too busy to be in a relatioship but i know it is just an excuse! So i am going for it who know what will happen but i am tired of having everything in my life be planned. I need to get out and expierence life! I have only been in one relationship and i learned nothing from it. I want a real relationship that i can learn from the person. I am afraid to be in a relationship because i lost my fatheer when I was 13 and really have not had any male influence in my life. I am indeed stuborn, but am growing out of it. I do know what i want in life and i hope to find it soon. I have my career going and now it is time for love. I am looking for a goal oriented guy who has his head on right and know what he wants as well. As far as looks go i am not picky. I am not a small woman and I want a guy who does not care about that. I know how to look good and i am not sloppy! I love my family and they are everything to me. I like to be organized to a point. I certainly have my quirks! I am so much more then just a few words on a web page.